Thoughts and Stuff

God, I dont know what i'm going to do when marching band ends. I love it so. I love it so much i can't put it into words. Its my whole world. Im going to miss the "friday night lights" and the adreniline rush you get before preforming your show. The hours of hard work that you and your bandmates put into a show, all coming together and producing somthing you can be proud of. It may not always be glitz and glammor, but even the most dull moments, are in fact, wonderful in their own right.- oct 20, 2021

Im so in love with this boy. His smile, his laugh, how warm is instrument sounds, the way he thinks of others, the way he can so easily get along with those he meets, the way he looks at me. My heart melts just thinking of him. I love him so much. - Oct 21, 2021

Yesterday was my last game of the season. We still have a parade but i am so sad. Im gonna miss my seniors. It was really fun though. I kinda feel empty now, but it was fun while it lasted. - oct 23rd 2021

Wow. Its almost been a year since I started this website and now I am back. Band camp is in a few days and I miss the seniors of last year so much. I miss Angie and JJ and Sam and Baily and Ashley and Emily. I wasnt super close with them but I still miss them so so much. I wish I could go back to last year and stay there forever. To little 10th grade me I did end up dating the boy we wanted to date, C, but it wasnt all it was imagined to be. I dont really love him. I dont think he loves me either. Its a little sad but what can you do. What can you do with a loving feeling when a loving feeling leaves you all alone.